面对

其实也明白的，喜欢这词，不是那么容易就能说出口的。说出口后，也不能保证能一直保护在他身边，或陪在他身边。不敢说我喜欢你，一定是有原因的。为什么我会想要逃避爱情？我害怕受伤害吧，我不想受伤。害怕分手不敢开始。可恶><。可是，我并没有受伤的经验啊？为什么我会害怕受伤害？我不因该有理由害怕，进而逃避……

应该不要逃避，勇于向前才对的吧~

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Is this indicating the end..? I have no ideas.. SOmetimes i feel you are so close to me, but sometimes i feel u are just so far although u just stand in front of me. I dont know what to say cause is suffer! I have no idea why i am so cheap? I dont know why i had turn so silly? I dont know why as there is nothing i should care for you! but i just cant control myself from bring caring for u...It;s suck to say this... I wish i can end it! You please dont give me hopes and takes it away! it;s just breaking my heart! please pity me ...so dont injured me!